Its a funny feeling when you realise that your mental health isnt healthy. I probably shouldn’t find it funny and for 90% of the time I don’t, but there are moments that I sit and look back through the last 35 years of my life and I laugh. I laugh at the good times, I cringe at the embarrassing, and many times I cry at all the things that have gone wrong.
For anyone who doesn’t know what Kayfabe means.... “the fact or convention of presenting staged performances as genuine or authentic.
"a masterful job of blending kayfabe and reality”
Nothing could fit more to explain my life without me being able to explain it. I get lost in what is real and I act a certain way through life so as not to address who I really am.
I’m learning every day and I’m hoping that this new tool of blogging and talking will make help me break through the Kayfabe that is my life and I can finally be free